I'm falling down. Again and again. Why say "not" is so difficult when it comes to you.

Cause in the fund i deceive myself and i like to imagine that, in these moments, you belong me and i belong you. Cause i like to play, cause i've played all my life (and no one has noticed) but that is becoming risky. I don't want to be like one that (finally) walked away from me, after many years. I'm not complaining, those years weren't bad but any cycle has his end, and this one got longer too much.

You're not to that level, but i feel that you approach dangerously and it's whatidon'twant.


I've the in a mess head and heart entangled. The worst thing is that with your changing moods, i can't clarify anything. And i can't even be glad when you take me of the hand. Neither satisfied smile by your clumsy caresses... i'm trying to decipher you but i see that you're not included in my manual.


1, 2, 3...


and there you're.